I haven't been writing for a while.

So it's 2017, I'm in Tallinn. i have a new boyfriend and I am working part-time in a vegan cafe as a chef. I live in 1-roomed apartment in Mustamäe and I bought a new MacBook Pro.(Visually my life looks like the film ''Victoria'' http://www.imdb.com/title/tt4226388/?ref_=nv_sr_5) I use a borrowed camera and I rent lenses for it. I just got paid for some of my photos 350€. I dream a lot at night, recently I've seen a lot of sick stuff. Blood and regrets and misfortune. It is likely that I might become a mother soon too. The mother of dragons. Finishing the sixth season of Game of Thones this week. It's an addiction like any other. I haven't been reading for days, almost weeks due to that. I don't enjoy coffee any more. I miss intensity, but I'm grateful for safety also - probably thanks to the biological fact that I'm a woman. I get a lot of compliments because of my personality and looks. I don't feel old. I might have an issue with that though, probably creeping out soon. I'd like to become a buddhist. Nothing keeps me from that. My favourite character from GoT is the many faced god. But in general I like films more than shows. I am a really emotional person. Let's see what my life is gonna bring. Ciao for now.